hello

I did it. I finally figured out what to title this and "who" to be. It will all come out in my writing. against the title, I am brutally honest in my writing. I can't tell lies with a pencil and paper in my hand.......i write all this down in a notebook and come back to type. right now it's a small hardback notebook with graph paper (against my grain, but it's totally working for me), my sword is a #2 pencil....black with pink eraser.

I write about stuff. I write in segments. I write in sporadic thought and that’s how I am going to give it to you. I swear like a sailor. The more I swear at you, the more I love you. I swear ; )

My sentence structure is non existent, and my punctuation is horrendous!!!!! But I do know how to use spell check ; ) so if that bothers you, I apologize, but I don’t really mean that........ I don’t care. Haha! It’s all part of my innate rebel that I have yet to figure out and even spent my graduate work researching……..i can’t follow recipes either. It’s telling me what to do and that makes me inept. I seriously can physically feel an opposing magnetic force in my chest when I am told what to do. *sigh* it makes life difficult sometimes.

I will catch up. Type all my notes so you kinda know where I am at right now and who I am. Just thought I would put this out there until I do. Make me accountable……